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Thursday, November 26, 2009
this week didnt go well for me.
chemistry was totally cui cause i dono how to do alot of qns!
if this paper was graded like how jc does, i would probably get a u for this paper. haah
i felt like crying when i was doing it cause there were parts here and there which i dono how to do.
and the worst is i totally skipped qn 5, cause i dont know how to do at all. and there goes my 20 marks. haa and when i counted those parts i did, it only sum up to 40/100 (yeah, i actually had alot of time left to count my marks and stare into space, that's exactly hw bad the situation was)
can you imagine? i didnt sleep the whole night just to study, yet i still did so badly.
i felt super lousy inside, and even till now i am still thinking about it.
when i was in the exam hall, everyone was busy writting
and i don have anything to write. somehow i hope that all the chem papers go missing so that we can retake the paper once more.
chemistry waas like the best module that i have been scoring.
as compared to other modules, i got the best CA results for chem even thou i am a life sci major
so i was hoping that it can pull up the grades of the rest of the modules.
but now, haa gone
haa so much for feeling hopeful
and ytd night, i dreamt of doing chemistry paper.
zzz i hope the bell curve will somehow shift to an extent that i actually pass this chem paper.
hurhur . and when daddy asked me how did i do for my chem ytd, i just smiled
cause i know he has got high hopes on me. and i don wanna disappoint him
but on the other hand, it was never easy to pretend that it was alright
i used to have someone to turn to whenever i feel down
but everyone seems busy with exams now and i think i better not disturb them with such trivial stuff, haaa
yea, doing bad for paper, quarreling etc
are just small matters.
i just dont know how to take things in my stride
maybe you are right, i have been thinking that i was always right
i never like to apologise and give in to you even thou i was wrong, sorry
i need to sleep now
hopefully by tmr, i wont think of whatever that has happened today
good nights people
last paper this saturday, haa my last hope