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Monday, June 2, 2008
unforgettable, i must say.yea, im finally back from cambodia
haha the 5days really made me learn alot. like really.
quite impossible to blog everything here la.
cause talking about trip and people on phone took me 3hrs plus ytd night.
and somemore i didnt finish saying what i wanted to
cause batt went flat.
so i shall perhaps try to summarise here.
yea. we got lost and everything
changed hotel. moved here and there.
and keeping ourselves alert and awake despite feeling so tired.
not easy i tell you, esp for people who sleeps alot like me.
and haa thank god, i napfa gold one luh.
if not i would have died cause of the running.
and this trip has definitely made me learn alot more about myself.
i realised i don trust pple easily. haa
and i don mean keeping secrets that kind of trust.
but to trust pple who can make decisons that can affect ur life, future or whatever.
to put it another way round, maybe i find it hard to trust peple who have once or for more betrayed my trust before.
i don like the feeling of being insecure you see.
like you dont how who will betray you, what will happen to you that kind of feeling luh. haha
was quite upset bout some stuff
which i had been thinking and thinking during the trip
and even till now
haha not sure if i made the right chocie
but no matter right or wrong, i think i still feel upset bout what that you have said luh haha.
it's like if there's choice A and B
if u prefer choice A and i prefer B
den i would hope that u stick with ur choice A and not just follow me blindly.
cause it would be irritating to me if you would to accuse me for asking or worse forcing you to follow my choice when i didnt.
like how would you feel if i were to push the blame to you only when the plan fails? like wth.
seriously crap la. for that moment, i felt like banging the wall and just die.
hur, but no. not when im in cambodia.
and yea did i mention i lost my sim card in cambodia?
haha really zzz.
aiyahh. alot of things happened la.
tell you pple the details when im in school la
haa this trip has definitely made me change my perspectives of people, be it teachers or friends.
and the disappointment i felt was way beyond the joy and laughter i had initially.
but later things changed for the better la.
cause there were obviously nice people there too
and i would say the majority of the pple were nice and helpful la
some of them super funny la
haha esp the pw group. the one with geraldine, alvis and sq(the very tall j1 bball guy)
they all very friendly and nice lah.
it would be great if our class got more of this kind of jokers la.
den teachers wouldnt complain saying that we are draining their energy and not being responsive. haa
and yea along the way, i realised i have the tendency to depend on pple(obviously not all, just those whom i trust luh -___-).
i think i depend quite alot on my group leader. haa.
and i really need to thank him for being so protective and nice.
protecting and looking after me like a sister. lol
even thou we dono each other that long
really apreciate what he has done so far luh.
and despite all the disappointment, i think i still enjoyed myself.
and yea,if i were to choose again, i would sign up for that trip, go for interview and everything.
i would never forget the 5days that i've been thru
cause having me telling you all these and you experiencing and seeing it yourself is different la.
so it's a rare experience i must say.
haha and yea will upload the photos when i have the time.
one week has past just likett and i haven really started revision
haha. so bye people.
i dont' want to fly,
if you're on the ground.