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Thursday, March 27, 2008
I can't find myselfhaa i haven been exercising for a very long time.
and this is really bad.
nationals is coming and yet, im still on mc.
chances of me getting into the team thus becomes so much lower.
this means that, i wont be able to even join them for team training soon.
yea, like really soon. cause junliang is gg to finalise the people in team like either tmr or next wed. part of me, i wanna get well soon, and join them for training.
yet, im also afraid to go back, realising that im like so far behind them.
cause you know, it;s really going to be very demoralising.
i've heard sy mentioned bout her 7km run wif jl,
bout how stress were the rest of them.
and then i wonder, when was the last time something like this happened?
3yrs ago? 4yrs ago? i really dono.
but the last time i actually ran 7km or more was really very long ago.
maybe 3years ago, to be exact.
yea, and that's history.
my 2.4 timing used to be like 10:30++
now in pj, my fastest is 12mins plus, hur, like damn slow.
yea yea so they were all just history.
something that would never happen again.
never.
would be getting bio and econs results tmr i guess.
not at all nervous or worried
cause i alr expected the kind of grades that i would be getting
overall, our class performed terribly la.
like really lousy. seriously don even fit to be called 07s01.
hahaha but what to do huh?
our class. hmm, i think i better not say anything
maybe i'll say it some other time ba (:
sigh, im off to shopping online.
i hope this time i can find a nice boyfriend tee HAA
i wish i could carry your smile in my heart
for times when my life seems so low
it would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
when today doesn't really know