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Saturday, March 1, 2008
just when i thought i was getting strong, i stumbled againjust reached hm not long ago.
hur, the four of us went to jurong area to play bb w/o fel.
haha and i met their so called shifu.
i think he did look quite like jay chou huh.
but a larger version or smth la. haha.
didnt play much just now.
as compared to last sat.
haa i think all of us werent in the mood today.
especially me, sigh.
i;ve got so much i wanna say and rant.
but more often than not, i find that i always keep things to myself.
i see alot of people ard me having problems,
feeling upset and being caught in dilemma.
and somehow i got affected too.
and the feeling is even more terrible
especially when you have ur own set of problems too.
it's just that you feel that you are strong enough to handle it yourself.
and there you are consoling pple with the same words your friends once told you.
or perhaps the same words that you shld be telling yourself now. haa.
yea i think by now, you shld know how sucky today was for me.
had this stupid cross country thing.
zzz, i think i shld have ran instead of walking throughout.
i didnt know they give medals to top twenty for j1s and j2s separately.
thought is whole sch compete for only the top twenty.
so i thought since chances of winning so low, might as well dont run la.
walk with my classmates btr, lol
furthermore, i don have to mood to run also. haha
and guess what.i saw smth which i least wanted to see after the cross country.
haa 29th feb, a day that was supposed to be special, turned out to be such a lousy day for me.
and this whole week, we had tests for almost everyday.
monday got econs paper, tuesday gp and bio, wednesday chem spa and thursday i had maths.
and i still got bball training on mon and match on wed.
by the time i reached hm, alr 9plus or so le.
damn tired la, and so sian diao can.
we lost the yjc match when we were actually leading in the first place.
sigh, all the hardwork were like wasted huh?
cause we went to play bb last sat. at my hse cc there with jy and the rest.
(yea, despite knowing there;s alot of tests this week. haha)
i think he teach quite good la.
strict but patient.
and i was so motivated to work hard and brush up on my bball skills you know.
but i guess it;s too late to do anything now huh.
unless you wan me to sacrifice my sch work.
which is a like a big nono cause my results sucks like you know what.
even my best 2 subjects, chem and maths and deproving like crazy.
first time in class, mdm ong actually finished going thru maths tutorials before i even complete them.
haa i think it;s like a big wake up call for me that i shld get serious with my work alr huh.
and at the rate im doing, im really afraid that i might not be able to do well for my coming common tests.
anws a levels results would be released next week i think.
i seriously dont know how i would react seeing _____.
hahaha yea, i know i can never run away from it.
but...
.....
ah nevermind. i think i shld just go and slp now.
and pretend that nth has happened.
sorry
想要找回来自己的节拍