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a long long time ago.
haven been bloggin thesedays.
rather busy with sch work.
dont have much to update actually.
everyday jiu wake up go sch cca etc.
MONDAY AND TUESDAY
jiu normal school day.
nothing much.
just that tuesday's pe, we did dips and jumps.
and we had to carry bench on shoulder and walk for a few rounds la.
super heavy i tell you, my shoulder hurts alot now.
and i dono why, the grp of us actually still initated to run extra rounds.
so crazy. but well, it's fun to be with them la. even if it;s just running or sitting at the fitness corner and chat.
better than sitting in the classroom or listening to boring lectures.
and after that, yun sihui and i went starbucks.
chat and do abit of maths. HAA.
think j2 is liddat la, don have much time to play ard alr.
kinda miss those times when im still in J1 haha.
WEDNESDAY
had this com election thing, whatever you call it la.
so lame can, we wasted for like more than an hr choosing those positions
and im still not that satisfied wif the current class com.
but oh well, im glad that i finally get rid of the welfare rep that post.
hurhur, thank god.
and wtf, i was so pissed cause of the wed's training
the celebration was so horrible can i tell you.
we went thru so much effort,
just to get the cakes for them.
purposely go until bbp buy for them when we can actually anyhow buy from the cake shop beside bubbletea shop( which is like opp our school only?)
den we no time eat, so just go mac and grab smth.
hao xin see those balloons, wan go get for them
and when we actually wrote nice stuff for them on the balloons.
some people see also nv see den throw on the floor.
haa. so nice of you huh?
i think we shld seriously just buy one cake,
or just don buy at all.
i know you maybe reading this, but i don care.
cause i didnt make up anything
and i think you shld read it.
tell you what, i hate being unappreciated.
and that's probably why i don wanna be class welfare rep anymore.
it makes me so worn out, and in the end, what do i get in return? haa.
and i know, the previous few entries, i mentioned bout going trainings for the sake of friends and that bit of commitment and passion or smth liddat.
excuse me, at least i didnt go just for the attendance or what.
and i swear i did put it effort during training.
you mo mo your liang xin,
have you ever see me anyhow run your suicide runs etc?
cause i know my technical skills sucks,
so for physical training, if i can run, or if i had the energy to do so, i would try to run faster.
and have you see me pon ur training like nobody's business?
tell you what, i think the grp of us are like the only few that comes for most of the trainings.
ahh, whatever la. so zzzz.
same, jiu normal school and i think thurs suck most
cause lesson ends at 4pm with those super long lessons that i dislike like dono what.
but at least thurs pe was ok, we had javelin lesson.
not bad la, at least we learnt smth? haa.
FRIDAY
and ytd, alamak.
i screwed up my bio lecture test i think.
was super nervous cause tzewei do very fast
and i so scared i cannot finish.
ya den the 3rd cross i did wrongly, so redo so wasted alot of time la.
alamak, don wan say liao think wont do well jiu dui le. zzz.
school alr started for like a week or more.
and im still not getting used to the workload.
this weekend got alot of hw sia.
h2 econs. sigh.. tell me, should i continue wif 4H2..
when i see those h1 econs ppl, i kinda envy them.
cause they not so stress, more time to revise and do hw.
plus most of them, their cca not as hectic as mine.
can go hm at 5plus de. so they got all their time to do what they want.
but me? after training,im like super tired.
all i wan is to sleep. yea sleep..
for who am i wasting time for?
maybe im just the stubborn little girl
who doesnt wanna let go of things which once belongs to her.
i don wanna let go especially after going thru so much.
so even if it kills me
i'll do it.
im tired, yes i really am.
my problems all seem so overwhelming.
and im losing all the hope.