profile the girl next door HUISHAN (: National University of Singapore 17 March ♥ ♥ ♥

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1. lesser time to slp, cause bball training starts at 830am
2. lesser time to study. cause we're having trainings thrice a week. and you know, after trainings, you will get so tired that you just feel like jumping onto the bed and slp. that's y im always so tired so sian after training. lol
3. and of cause, become more tanned. haha im like super black now? don be shock when sch reopens. HAA
4. more injuries, cause mm not careful? it always happens for me la. all the cuts and falling down. lol
5. no more long nails. HAA yea, i used to have long nails and i like my long nails. but now, must cut like so super short? hur.
6. more naggings from mummy. cause she doesnt like the idea of me joining bball. but, HAHA i still joined lol jiu cause i signed up. cause of that commitment. cause of friends..

and yea, thou it may sounds wrong.
but i don deny that the reason that makes me going on are friends.
and that bit of commitment and passion for bball.
all the setbacks and conflicts are making me demoralised.
winning seems impossible for us.
i was taught to believe, to work fast, work hard, work smart way back during sec2.
that was when i was in athletics.
yes that cca gave me the kind of satisfaction esp after every race.
it makes you feel that all the trainings were worthwhile.
but now hurhhur. don say bball skills la.
my stamina and speed like deprove so much alr.
say i was from athletics, i think no one would believe. lol
i didnt know bball was just a difficult sports until i joined bball,
HAA during secondary time, i used to see the guys play.
and it has never occur to me that dribbling and stuff is difficult.
lol, i guess it;s human nature to belittle tasks that you have/are not handling on your own.

and before i forget.
i wanna thank those pple who have been there for me.
esp when i go boohoohoo. lol
im not going to name anyone.
you guys shld know who you;re (:
and yes without you people. i think i would die. haha

okay let me recall what happened during yr 2007,
firstly. it;s these wonderful bunch of people.
they really made pae a wonderful time for me <3

and not to forget, my pae/jae og.
my ogls. and og mates.
haha. yea.

and to you: thou things are no longer the same,im still thankful for all that you;ve done. so sorry for being so implusive and childish at times. afterall you have been the one there for me and i really appreciate the kind of care and concern you gave me. and also all the encouragements you said when you know i failed my papers. if again, i would still want to come pj and know you. just wanna let you know, i;ve nv regret knowing after all that has happened. and yes all the best to you (:

yes i think this one yr in pj has definitely force me grow up.
to handle things in the most rational way
and of cause not to act on impluse.
haha, if not for my high tolerance level, i would have fed up long ago cause of this _l_ss.
HAA fill in the blanks on your own. lol.
and i wanna apologise to this someone from my class.
hmm, sry for being so uh.. i dono how to say la.
jiu sry for not being understanding and stuff.
i know it doesnt help anymore
but at least i wanna let you know im really really sry.
hopefully 2008 would be btr for you with a different bunch of friends (:
im tryin not to make it so obvious.
jiu hope you know who you are ba.

yep as you can see,
huishan has been reflecting alot these days lol.
it always happen la. i like to think alot
hurhur, and today is the last sunday of the yr.
i didnt do much today.
jiu do some packing and cleaning up
and i saw alot of old letters that i received from friends since primary sch.
YAH i keep alot of old stuff. my room can become a mini musesum or smth liddat alr.
was pretty sad when i saw those letters la.
some of which were from those friends whom we don even contact alr. sad huh?

talking bout this, i was pretty upset.
this christmas sucks like hell, yes im serious.
i was expecting something, someone, whatever.
but it was grrr. utterly disappointing.
ohwells, im still thankful for those who messaged, sent cards or gave me presents la.
thanks alot. was quite surprised to receive msges from people whom i seldom talk to alr.
yea, guess we were too busy or smth liddat?
i dono, but i still miss you people.
miss those times we go hm tgt.
study tgt (:

haha, i think i shldnt continue anymore.
ohhyahh i painted my hse.
no more light green.
the wall is now blue in colour. HAHA
i got help daddy to paint okay.
super tiring. HAA

okays not early liao.
need to go sleep le, tmr got training.
zzz. training on the last day of the yr.
so memorable huh?
okok, btr not talk anything bad bout trainings.
i read from sh's blog that junliang actually does blog hopping.
like omg. if he ever reads my blog den im like gg to die?
ohh. maybe that;s y he has been so mean to me.
made me run 4.5km cause i was late for trainings.
and somemore so fierce, scold me scold until i cried several times. lol.

okay, long entry sia.
good nights! (:

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