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Friday, October 12, 2007


ha. im getting quite sian of trainings these days.
the past 2 trainings were horrible.
i felt more like an athlete rather than a bballer.
the PT part is driving me nuts.
it feels like as thou im running for my life or smth.
and at the rate im going, i think i will die even before the next match comes.
haha. and i seriously don like the last part of training today.
esp the way my coach talks.
very discouraging eh? and theres no point doing all the talk since you are nt going thru what we went thru just now.
it's seriously not fair la.
how can you expect us to like do lay up when we outside the red colour area la.
it's not our fault that the ball was passed to us when we haven even enter the red colour area ma. and you some more say cannot dribble there.
den shoot wad shit lar. diao.
and when we are doing pt, you all actually just sit there and talk.
like so diao, that's like so easy can.
i might as well just go initiate a new cca.
perhaps track and field. since i was previously from css track and field during lower sec
and my sch was first for girls division.
den i'll get really good testimonal just by sitting there and see pple run. ha.

i dont deny that some of your put in effort to teach at times.
but not all. you cant possibly want us to do all the running when you all just sit there and kiao ka/do nth. and do anything still nvm.
still laugh at our mistakes some more. zzz.
it's seriously not funny to laugh at other pple's weakness la.
imagine i laugh at you all de results.
you tell me how you all will feel?
i mean bball is just like studies.
not everytime u study will do well wad.
similarly, you practice doesnt mean will perform well on that day ma.
sometimes really have depend on luck and mood wad. zzz.
be a lil more understanding can?
you got ur emo days. we also got.
just that we always try not to show it in school and trainings.
and i think it would be better if you can say something nicer whenever we see each other in sch.
it wont kill right?

zzz. enough of all that.
sigh i haven started on op yet. hahaha.
hopefully we can finish everything on monday itself ba.
one more week and we can collect our promos paper le.
kinda scary. but i did rather they return it now.
since they alr finished marking le.
very weird right, we are gg thru the promos answers when we haven even get back our scripts. it's like, we will be wondering whether we did the qns correctly instead of paying attention to what the lecturer says la. and in this way, it isnt beneficial right? also dono we which qn wrong and where wrong, how to correct ourselves. diao.

aiya. think i'll go get a slp or smth.
im really tired. byebye.

i know i'm usually hanging on,
i used to hate to see you go.
but this time, its different.
i don't even feel the distance..


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