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Monday, August 20, 2007
sian 1/2, im feeling rather lethargic nowand the thought that i need to start revising bio during sept holi makes it even worse. i've spent the weekend going out and settling class tee stuff lar.
which meant that i haven do any hw yet.
promos in just ard the corner.
and i can foresee a september holiday packed with loads of remedial lessons. zzz.
anw im getting rather pissed off with some people these days.
hah didnt know they could be so self-centered.
i mean friends shld help each other and stuff rightt,
what's the point of you doing well, while having the rest doing badly.
is that really want you want?
take the case of chem spa for example.
after getting the skill D model ans from the other classes,
we helped the rest to photocopy and not just sharing it among our own clique right.
and we all know that by helping others, our own results maybe affected.
but wouldnt you be happier if all ur friends get good grades too?
i mean we shld think more for the rest,
and not just doing things for our own benefit.
seriously, i've totally changed my impression of some people.
and they really ought to change in order to get the same kind of respect they wan from the rest. people wont talk about you if u are not in the wrong or doing things that they find it unacceptable. if you dont feel good when people tok about you.
then the more you shldnt be toking about them behind their backs.
if in any way they offended you etc,
i think it better that you tok to them rather than giving the "i cant be bothered" look. cause it really makes no sense. if you really dont bothered about it, i guess you wouldnt even have brought up the matter in the first place. hah
anw i think it's time for me to get into the habit of sleeping early before i can really get well. this cough thing has been there since march i think.
haha. 5mths. exactly how long since we last talk eh.
but i still couldnt make myself forgive you.
you are really too much of a disappointment.
and i never knew this day would come so soon.
now everything's gone. just like that.
i had my chances. but i blew all of them.
i can pretend and deny that this whole thing is not affecting me.
but hold it aside, its killing me.
life is always full of crossroads eh.
and there arent traffic lights to give you enough time to think about where you want to go. and i guess that's probably why people only start regretting when everything has come to an end.
ah enough of all that lar.
dont wanna waste time on blogging alr.
no whywhylove on youtube today ):
sigh time for dinner.
byebye.
never felt like this before
just when i leave, i'm back for more
nothing else seems to matter