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HUISHAN (:
National University of Singapore
17 March

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Saturday, January 16, 2010
bye blogger.

my iphone loves tumblr more

http://huishan.tumblr.com/


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Friday, December 25, 2009
letting go; moving on


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Monday, December 14, 2009
我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心 深深伤过却不会忘


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Thursday, November 26, 2009


this week didnt go well for me.
chemistry was totally cui cause i dono how to do alot of qns!
if this paper was graded like how jc does, i would probably get a u for this paper. haah
i felt like crying when i was doing it cause there were parts here and there which i dono how to do.
and the worst is i totally skipped qn 5, cause i dont know how to do at all. and there goes my 20 marks. haa and when i counted those parts i did, it only sum up to 40/100 (yeah, i actually had alot of time left to count my marks and stare into space, that's exactly hw bad the situation was)

can you imagine? i didnt sleep the whole night just to study, yet i still did so badly.
i felt super lousy inside, and even till now i am still thinking about it.
when i was in the exam hall, everyone was busy writting
and i don have anything to write. somehow i hope that all the chem papers go missing so that we can retake the paper once more.
chemistry waas like the best module that i have been scoring.
as compared to other modules, i got the best CA results for chem even thou i am a life sci major
so i was hoping that it can pull up the grades of the rest of the modules.
but now, haa gone
haa so much for feeling hopeful

and ytd night, i dreamt of doing chemistry paper.
zzz i hope the bell curve will somehow shift to an extent that i actually pass this chem paper.
hurhur . and when daddy asked me how did i do for my chem ytd, i just smiled
cause i know he has got high hopes on me. and i don wanna disappoint him
but on the other hand, it was never easy to pretend that it was alright

i used to have someone to turn to whenever i feel down
but everyone seems busy with exams now and i think i better not disturb them with such trivial stuff, haaa

yea, doing bad for paper, quarreling etc
are just small matters.
i just dont know how to take things in my stride
maybe you are right, i have been thinking that i was always right
i never like to apologise and give in to you even thou i was wrong, sorry

i need to sleep now
hopefully by tmr, i wont think of whatever that has happened today
good nights people


last paper this saturday, haa my last hope


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Tuesday, November 24, 2009
I feel like giving up, what about you?


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Thursday, November 12, 2009
i run away from problems and reality because i don have the courage to face it alone..

回头才发现你不在留下我迂回的徘徊


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Monday, November 9, 2009
When there’s sunshine, we’ll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever

yay. last week of school (:
finally done with the jap project and bio essay.
haha i was doing my CA4 online using ivle just now.
hurhur, my dear called me when i was trying to find the answers from my notes ( cause i havent study!)
so i told him i will call him back later.
and i look at the time, sia la. one min gone.
hahahha i think the lecturer wants to give us the feeling of how the final paper would be like.
open exam, but i seriously think we wont have the time to flip through the books for answers one. lol
this means that, we need to study alot during reading week huh.
especially for biodiversity. cause it covers like all the living organisms?
which is like alot can!

and there is a practical exam on this friday.
it's on 13th ! friday 13th ! ):
i think i am going to screw it up
hahaha feel like going for shopping with the girls on thurs..
but this practical exam takes up 10% of the final grade sia..
cannot go without preparing for it leh
zzzzzz...

anyway, i miss hui ting
so long never meet her already.
haa so random. LOL

8am paper tmr.
i better sleep now.
it's 1:22am now, nights


i'll be all you need and more


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