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Thursday, November 26, 2009
this week didnt go well for me.
chemistry was totally cui cause i dono how to do alot of qns!
if this paper was graded like how jc does, i would probably get a u for this paper. haah
i felt like crying when i was doing it cause there were parts here and there which i dono how to do.
and the worst is i totally skipped qn 5, cause i dont know how to do at all. and there goes my 20 marks. haa and when i counted those parts i did, it only sum up to 40/100 (yeah, i actually had alot of time left to count my marks and stare into space, that's exactly hw bad the situation was)
can you imagine? i didnt sleep the whole night just to study, yet i still did so badly.
i felt super lousy inside, and even till now i am still thinking about it.
when i was in the exam hall, everyone was busy writting
and i don have anything to write. somehow i hope that all the chem papers go missing so that we can retake the paper once more.
chemistry waas like the best module that i have been scoring.
as compared to other modules, i got the best CA results for chem even thou i am a life sci major
so i was hoping that it can pull up the grades of the rest of the modules.
but now, haa gone
haa so much for feeling hopeful
and ytd night, i dreamt of doing chemistry paper.
zzz i hope the bell curve will somehow shift to an extent that i actually pass this chem paper.
hurhur . and when daddy asked me how did i do for my chem ytd, i just smiled
cause i know he has got high hopes on me. and i don wanna disappoint him
but on the other hand, it was never easy to pretend that it was alright
i used to have someone to turn to whenever i feel down
but everyone seems busy with exams now and i think i better not disturb them with such trivial stuff, haaa
yea, doing bad for paper, quarreling etc
are just small matters.
i just dont know how to take things in my stride
maybe you are right, i have been thinking that i was always right
i never like to apologise and give in to you even thou i was wrong, sorry
i need to sleep now
hopefully by tmr, i wont think of whatever that has happened today
good nights people
last paper this saturday, haa my last hope
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
I feel like giving up, what about you?
Thursday, November 12, 2009
i run away from problems and reality because i don have the courage to face it alone..回头才发现你不在留下我迂回的徘徊
Monday, November 9, 2009
When there’s sunshine, we’ll shine togetherTold you I'll be here forever
yay. last week of school (:
finally done with the jap project and bio essay.
haha i was doing my CA4 online using ivle just now.
hurhur, my dear called me when i was trying to find the answers from my notes ( cause i havent study!)
so i told him i will call him back later.
and i look at the time, sia la. one min gone.
hahahha i think the lecturer wants to give us the feeling of how the final paper would be like.
open exam, but i seriously think we wont have the time to flip through the books for answers one. lol
this means that, we need to study alot during reading week huh.
especially for biodiversity. cause it covers like all the living organisms?
which is like alot can!
and there is a practical exam on this friday.
it's on 13th ! friday 13th ! ):
i think i am going to screw it up
hahaha feel like going for shopping with the girls on thurs..
but this practical exam takes up 10% of the final grade sia..
cannot go without preparing for it leh
zzzzzz...
anyway, i miss hui ting
so long never meet her already.
haa so random. LOL
8am paper tmr.
i better sleep now.
it's 1:22am now, nights
i'll be all you need and more
Friday, October 30, 2009
yay, i had my last chem practical today.
and the best thing is that we dont have to write a report for this practical !
heng sia, cause i have got lessons from morning till late evening for 2 consecutive days.
super tired, i want to use the time during weekends to sleep rather than doing a report. lol
HAHA im going do my jap project later and try to sleep asap
the field trip to the zoo was damn tiring.
walking non stop for 3 hours(except shopping) can really kill me
and it was super humid, so we were all sticky and tired.
but the trip to the zoo was the best pract so far.
cause it wasnt as boring as the previous few..
and the animals are so cute lah, esp the orang utan and kangaroo (: (:
anyway im having jap presentation on thurs.
i hope i wont screw it up lol
cant wait for 13nov to come!
it's the last day of the semster ! (:
haha and if im not wrong, my last paper is on 28nov.
HAHAHA which means that my holiday starts from 28nov onwards
6 weeks ! lol, i cant wait !
6 weeks ! lol, i cant wait !
hopeful
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
丁当 - 你为什么说谎(http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/382656ht.htm)
这次我走开 再没有话要说出来
我不想再期待走下去 还能多精彩
我不了解你怎能心安 也捉不住你的倔强
可是我知道你 你为什么说谎
你说你还在 一分一秒也没走开
我想留在这一刻时间 可是这一切已太晚
我不能再像从前一样 为我们的明天疯狂
你不必解释 你为什么说谎
*你不能说我没有爱过 说我没等过难过
我也想说也许能重来我却还是沉默
你一直问我的心到底在不在
问我怎能不遗憾就丢失了爱
而我的泪 怎么就流下来
你说你还在 一分一秒也没走开
我想留在这里 可是这一切已太晚
我不能再像从前一样为我们的明天疯狂
你不必解释 你为什么说谎
repeat **
Saturday, September 26, 2009
huishan eats a lot when she is upset):